emirates7 - The Hollywood star, while speaking in a podcast, described the emotional toll of the case, which involved the death of cinematographer Halyna Hutchins in 2021
Hollywood star Alec Baldwin has opened up about experiencing suicidal thoughts after charges were filed a second time in connection with the fatal shooting on the set of his film Rust, according to The Hollywood Reporter.
Speaking on a podcast hosted by Dave Manheim, Baldwin described the emotional toll of the case, which involved the death of cinematographer Halyna Hutchins in 2021. He said the case, which was ultimately dismissed, left him in a severely distressed mental state.
"The people I was most concerned about, the people that I had the deepest pain for, were my wife and my kids," Baldwin said. "Because my kids would see me sitting in a corner, you know, I couldn't even move." He added that he spent a year taking daily naps due to his mental state.
Baldwin described the ordeal as physically, spiritually, and financially draining. "And I can tell you, it broke every nerve in my body, spiritually, financially... work-wise, my career, my wife, my kids, my friends, my health. I mean what it's done to my health. I mean, if I told you what my health conditions have been since October 21st of 2021... it's taken 10 years off my life," he said.
He credited his wife Hilaria and family for helping him navigate the darkest moments, saying, "I think a lot of people, I think countless people think about killing themselves and ending their life, and then very few do... And but somehow I found the faith in God to, you know, not kill myself tomorrow. Let's wait one more day."
Baldwin also expressed frustration with the New Mexico prosecutors, claiming the production had followed Hollywood guild regulations, but the prosecutors applied different rules after the fact. "No one came to me in the first week we were handling firearms... it was after the fact. All the rules were changed after the fact, and that was very scary to me," he said. He further alleged that the prosecutors "wanted to get their names in the paper," but praised the judge who called out their actions as "reprehensible," according to The Hollywood Reporter.
Hollywood star Alec Baldwin has opened up about experiencing suicidal thoughts after charges were filed a second time in connection with the fatal shooting on the set of his film Rust, according to The Hollywood Reporter.
Speaking on a podcast hosted by Dave Manheim, Baldwin described the emotional toll of the case, which involved the death of cinematographer Halyna Hutchins in 2021. He said the case, which was ultimately dismissed, left him in a severely distressed mental state.
"The people I was most concerned about, the people that I had the deepest pain for, were my wife and my kids," Baldwin said. "Because my kids would see me sitting in a corner, you know, I couldn't even move." He added that he spent a year taking daily naps due to his mental state.
Baldwin described the ordeal as physically, spiritually, and financially draining. "And I can tell you, it broke every nerve in my body, spiritually, financially... work-wise, my career, my wife, my kids, my friends, my health. I mean what it's done to my health. I mean, if I told you what my health conditions have been since October 21st of 2021... it's taken 10 years off my life," he said.
He credited his wife Hilaria and family for helping him navigate the darkest moments, saying, "I think a lot of people, I think countless people think about killing themselves and ending their life, and then very few do... And but somehow I found the faith in God to, you know, not kill myself tomorrow. Let's wait one more day."
Baldwin also expressed frustration with the New Mexico prosecutors, claiming the production had followed Hollywood guild regulations, but the prosecutors applied different rules after the fact. "No one came to me in the first week we were handling firearms... it was after the fact. All the rules were changed after the fact, and that was very scary to me," he said. He further alleged that the prosecutors "wanted to get their names in the paper," but praised the judge who called out their actions as "reprehensible," according to The Hollywood Reporter.